I've about fucking had it. This ironic bullshit that is. There were many times when I needed help financially and despite having plenty of watchers, no one seems to have posted anything in attempts at giving me a hand. Most people that watch me, I watch back, so I DEFINITELY would've seen your journal if you made one to help me out. But no, most haven't. Then next fucking thing I see, some months or half a year later, these same watchers making journals to get their other friends some much needed business for themselves. Yeah, just fuck me, right? I've never tried to talk or be chummy with you at all, huh? I've never tried to at least be part of your internet life at all, right? Well you know what, fuck you too, and your bitch ass friend. From now on, don't count on any freebies or anything from me. I'm not giving your friend shit, and I'm not giving you shit either. Hell, maybe I should troll your friend's help page in protest?
Sorry, but after reading yet ANOTHER plea for help to aid my friend journal from a watcher of mine yesterday, I am about done with anyone who hasn't kept constant contact with me at some point.
Also, I'm reevaluating the way I interact with people. It's a move more towards the negative yet again, but hey, fuck it, I deserve better. I'm no longer going out of my way to please new people I meet. I'm sick of this thing where I try my best to put on a nice, positive front, but then the person doesn't seem to be very reciprocating. If you're not willing to communicate your feelings when I'm being nice to you, how about I show you how much you'll react to me being an asshole? Seems you can't make someone care until you piss them off, which is the reason I'm normally as negative as I am now. If you've ever disliked the way I handle things online, you only have yourself to blame, I don't act like an ass to you, or on your page for no fucking reason, trust me, it's provoked, and yes, I'll hold a grudge until heat death of the universe, and afterwards too.